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[Oct. 31st, 2011|03:57 am] |
I just watched it and completely fucked it up.
I watched it online see, and every little thing I had to pause the film and look it up.
I can't watch it again either because it's not re-watchable. Kind of a waste of time...well not entirely. I still prefer LJ. It's customisable and I'm not being pushed all the time to talk to people if I don't fancy it.
I see its good points, it's just not for me. |
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| Oh just STFU |
[Oct. 8th, 2011|01:44 am] |
Steve Jobs was a tosser.
He was selfish, tyrannical, and many people have said that working for him was like working for a dictator.
His own obituary stated that "unlike like his contemporary, Bill Gates, Steve Jobs, despite his wealth, was never philanthropic". And I'm supposed to be sorry the guy is dead?! Seriously WTF?
No I am not a fan of Gates, but the fucking worship of a guy who was blatantly a prick just pisses me off. In 2003 he was diagnosed with the same form of cancer my grandfather had. He chose to use alternative medicine rather than have surgery. I wish my grand dad had the choice before it ripped him apart. Apparently spending a year in India means you are immortal and refuse to take doctor's advice.
I won't deny that some of the products he helped create were beautiful. Some maybe had a touch of concorde about them. I don't think I need to go any further with what I think about the rest of those products except recreate and make more money.
The hero worship needs to stop though. People need to open their eyes and look a little closer at what the man really was. Maybe I need to look a little closer too The guy was a genius. Just not the kind of genius I would invite to a party. |
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| I've decide to start blogging again |
[Jul. 4th, 2011|03:25 am] |
Worst thing though, other than me not checking my friend's updates, is I see one of my bessie mates has deleted her journal.
Enter sad face.
I know people don't use this site much these days because facefuck and Tumshite have taken over, but it's good. Honest.
You type in what you want to say, there are very few adverts and you don't have to play Farmville.
I'm old now, I don't like change. I am sticking with good old LJ. I don't care if anybody reads what I say because they are on another site, worst things come to worst I'll start a new blog on Tumshite and transfer my stuff there. But I will be typing it here first. |
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| Writer's Block: Forever young |
[May. 10th, 2011|02:21 pm] |
I'd rather have a stone that ensured that the people I love stay well. I'm sick of people being sick.
I think it would be awful to stay young forever whilst everyone around you aged and died. I've thought about it plenty thanks to Doctor Who :p It would be more of a curse than a treat. Just suck it up and grow old with everyone else around you.
Anyway age brings knowledge and experience. |
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| Writer's Block: Put it all together, it spells Mother |
[May. 8th, 2011|03:40 pm] |
Some people will just never like you, no matter how much you try to make them.
I finally listened to her in the end and realised my ex bosses were just idiots and weren't worth sucking up to. Doesn't make me less bitter though :p
Oh edit edit! The importance of laughter when you're going through a rough time. That's much more important.
I bloody love that woman. I should tell her more often. |
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| Creepy yuckies |
[May. 8th, 2011|12:53 am] |
Today I had what I call a "banana spider" in my room. I don't mind spiders at all, but these buggers creep me out big time. We're talking super long legs, slow crawling, just ugh and shiver.
Then a few minutes ago I get a daddy long legs, not the USA spider version but the flying thing we get in the UK. Can I have more ewwww in one day?
I seriously hate shit with long legs. I can imagine them walking up my arms and it makes me shudder.
The daddy long legs I grabbed in my hand and threw it into my parent's bedroom. See it might suck living at home at the age of 31 but there really are advantages! |
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| Writer's Block: Superpower me |
[May. 6th, 2011|03:43 pm] |
I would choose Joel, and I'd give him teleportation so I could give him hugs more often.
Soppy much?
Actually I'd pick all my friends so I could see them and squish them more. |
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| Subeta link |
[May. 4th, 2011|02:20 pm] |
Sorry. Apparently I need to post a link somewhere to get Subeta achievements. I am achievement whore and can't resist. Don't worry, you don't need to click it. Thankfully. |
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| :o |
[Mar. 28th, 2011|09:20 pm] |
Crikey, and I thought I couldn't become more withdrawn and anti-social. It just occurred to me that I haven't even looked on LJ for months.
Life is pretty poor right now. It's the same old same old so every day is a big push.
I'm seeing some people, and I'm waiting for an appt for the underlying problem *hint hint* I think you know what it is without me having to announce in a non friends only post :p
Just thought I'd give a little update. I really do miss my girls and think about you whenever I'm not flipping out lol. I will find you again one day, hopefully soon as I start to get things back on track.
Shit, just reminded myself I have some form filling to do before yet another appt tomorrow! Eek. |
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| Do I? |
[Jan. 19th, 2011|03:26 am] |
Do I fuck off my whole course, accept that I fucked up because my life has been fucked up of late, or do I at least try to catch up on my work?
Answers required :p |
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